Hi. I know your still there, just hanging out. You might not be engulfing me right now, but I can feel your grip just the same. The pills are making you less strong. Trust me, I won’t forget to take them. You would like that, wouldn’t you? Not gonna happen. I know in the past I might have decided I could fight you on my own, but you sure did prove me wrong. It was like trying to kill a vampire with darkness.
You won’t win. I won’t let you. Someday I will be able to keep you far away, build a moat between us. I will be free of you. I might be able to look at you from across the water, but then remember you can’t swim. I will not allow you to take my beautiful world and poison it with your lies. Your days are numbered.
Sincerely,
Merry
I loved the way you put this…your fight… you are strong Merby and no ‘it’ will not consume or win the battle…but you will
*hugs* xx
Thanks Rambly..{{hugs}}
Beautifully written. Glad you are feeling better xx
Aww thanks..A day at a time..xx
“When life knocks you down, roll over, and look at the stars.”
You don’t have to get up when you are down. Just roll over and look at the stars. If God, the creator of the universe can make the stars shine at night, He can use them to guide and direct you. I hope tomorrow is better.
Thank you..:)
The thing that overcomes is not our circumstances but our joy – keep up the defiance, it will get you through. Human will is only as strong as we tell it to be, and you keep on telling!!
<3
Yes..I am defiant as hell.
It is your sheer determination to beat depression into the ground that will give you the strength to rise up and stay up. Keep up the good fight! You’re inspiring.
So are you.
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