I haven’t wanted to talk about myself on a personal level for quite a bit now. I really think that I needed to take a break from that. Shying away from writing about my daily life has helped me to not dwell on my shitty health.
I got notification from WordPress on October 17th that I have been blogging for 3 years. Many of you have been with me the entire time, since the beginning of this blogging adventure. You guys are like family to me, like seriously.
You all know that I have health problems. You all know that I feel like a piece of crapola most of the time and that I have depression/anxiety. I have written post after post about it. Blah blah blah.
Nothing really new to report, guys. The depression is mostly in remission, but the fibromyagia is being a major asshat.
Being funny is something that has came somewhat naturally to me my whole life, my go-to default mode. But sometimes, like a toaster or a vibrator, it breaks down. So I decided to not pigeonhole myself. This is my blog and it can be whatever the hell I want it to be. If I can make someone laugh, great. If someone can relate to my health problems, I am happy to do it. Otherwise, it’s only an extension of myself, depending on whatever mood I happen to be in.
And that mood changes constantly.
I love swings, don’t you? Up and down. Wind blowing through your hair. Wheee!
Right now, I can laugh and feel some level of happiness. For this, I am grateful. I try not to think about how long it will last. I don’t take any smile for granted.
Anyways, thanks for sticking with me.
With all of my love,