iwant

I wasn’t going to write anything today.

It’s cold and snowy outside. My body is aware of this and highly pissed off.

Today is a medicate myself to the gills kind of day. A take a nap and have a droplet of sweat from my neckline drop onto my pillow and wake me up kind of day.

I don’t usually feel lonely, but today I do.

Someone asked me earlier what it was that I wanted.

I want to be somewhere pleasantly warm. I want to not be in pain. I want…

…a giant bag of weed. (I’m without again. Boo.)

What do you want?

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